WTF with her!!!

URRGGHHH!!!!
I HATE HER!!!!
I just cant stand with her attitude anymore...
who?
Is my damn stupid sis...

As usual, i have a fight with her just now...
But she is so ridiculous!!!
She mad at me just because of I grabbed her newspaper...
Whats The Big Deal to borrow me a while??
Would you die or something??
URRGGHHH!!!
I really GEK SEI!!!

Ya... that is how I communicate with her since she was born...
We fight like EVERYDAY...
But, today I already can't tahan her...
She so childish and make me want to KILL her!!!

I WOULDN'T TALK TO HER ANYMORE!!!
FUCK YOU!!!

Question that have NO answer

Just now, i watched a nice movie...
It called "Becoming Jane"
This movie is talking about a woman called Jane who loved to wrote novels and her love story with Tom Lefroy...
They were supposed to hate each other in the beginning, but then they started to fall in love of each other...
Then, they couldn't get blessed from tom's uncles and tom decide not to marry Jane coz he said that he was the only hope of his family... And he had crushed Jane's heart...
After a while, Tom realize that he couldn't live without Jane and he came back to took Jane for elope... Jane agrees and they leave...
On their way to ran away, Jane accidentally knows that Tom has a huge family that depending on him to live... So, she had to give up their loves... And she leave Tom forever...

I'm so hurt that they cant be together at the end...
Coz their love was so beautiful and they worked so hard to be together...
After I watch this movie,
I became so curious about LOVE...
There is a question that i couldn't understand about LOVE...

As long as they love each other, no matter what happen on him or her...
They shouldn't give up their love... rite??

Well, that is my opinion la... I mean like if anything happen but if we love each other, we should be together... Coz love is important then anythings when we are in love...
AM I RITE??? I HAVE NO ANSWER...

B.O.R.E.D

OMG...DAMN BORING!!!
These sem break really drive me crazy...
Coz these 3 weeks the only things i do is sit, eat, watch tv and sleep at home...
Didn't go out anywhere...
So,in these 3 weeks i already become the most useless person in this world!!

Next week, is gonna start our 3rd sem...
I can't wait to see all my friends!!
Coz I miss them so much...
But, wawah and aichin absent in the 1st week..

10th of march is my 'death day'...
Coz our result are gonna release on that day...
Just hope that my result can all past!!!
I don't want resit again...
Wow.. I already feel nervous now...

But anyway,
GAMBATEH TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND ME!!!
WE MUST HAVE CONFIDENT TO OUR SELF!!!

Anyone knows this word? * LONELINESS*

寂寞并不可悲，可悲的是输给了寂寞。
世上寂寞的人真的很多，但并不是每个人多耐得住寂寞。


LONELINESS

Loneliness is darkness
A never-ending night.
Even though the black won’t go away,
You’ll never fall asleep.
Because loneliness sparks a fear
And unlike other nightmares
Awakening will not vanish it;
For the darkness is too strong
To allow any rest.

Today really had a hard time...
I mean like very very hard time!!
The LONELINESS had covered my whole feeling...
Maybe because of the rain or maybe because of the 'silent mode' in my house...

I'm in LoVe~~~

Ya, I'm in love...

With who??
Here he is... My new guy... wakaka!!

MICHAEL CASTRO


He is totally HOT and CUTE when i first saw him in American Idol...
But, he really had a beautiful voice...
What I just can say is his voice really touch my heart...


As I know, he is 20 years old and SINGLE!!!
That is important rite??
He really is a great guy and had a nice voice...
Although he have been kicked off by AI...
I'll still support him!!!

MICHAEL, YOU ARE THE BEST!!!

The Day Of Love... Valentine Day!

Today, I only sit at home...
What a terrible valentine day...
I thought I'll hang out with my family...
But, they say lazy!

So, I just sit at home watch my Korean drama...

TO ALL COUPLES IN THIS WORLD~
I HOPE YOU CAN APPRECIATE YOUR PARTNER...
PLEASE DO NOT GIVE UP HE OR HER...
FOR ALL YOU KNOW, HE OR HER HOLDING YOUR HAPPINESS OF YOUR LIFE!

Kuantan Trip

7 Feb
I woke up early and meet wen at Kl Central at 9am... We have to rush for our bus that move on 10am...
When I reach Titiwangsa, we gather and off we go to Kuantan...
I sit with wawah... I listen to music and sleep along the way to kuantan..
We reach there about 2pm and then we waiting for Ken who is ai chin kuantan's friend to borrow us car...
After we met him and took his car, we go and took our lunch...
Then, we go to our 'hotel'... Me, wawah and wen used 1 room while ai chin n small hui used 1 room...
Then, ai chin call ken to join us for gambling... He and wen are the winner that day...
I didn't lose or win any money...wakaka!!
Then abt 5.30pm we went to Teluk Cempedak beach... It was fun but I think is too short coz by the time we reach already so late...










Then, after finish play at the beach, we went to bath and change our clothes...
After that ken fetch us go back to our room and get ready for out to dinner...
After we have dinner, we went back to our room again...
We decided to sleep early coz tmr morning we have to get up early for climbing mountain...
When the time i fell a sleep, suddently ai chin came in to our room and told that "IT WAS CANCEL!!!"
By the time my head just cme a word that is 'F***'... How come?? It because of ken's friend Mr. Albert he didn't want to go... so i cant sleep anymore...
Me, wen and wawah chat chat chat untill sleep...

8 Feb
we wake up at 5am to see sunrise... So, Ken come and fecth us and brought us to TC beach again...
we have chat untill wait the sunrise... cant see actually coz of the clouds...



After we saw the sunrise... we went to have breakfast then we went back to our room and sleep again...
I wake up at 11.30am, then pack our bags and go back to KL... It was quite fun in Kuantan..
I really want to thx Ken for taking us such fun places... Hope he will come to KL and we will take him to some fun places too!!

Going Kareoke with cousins

On the 2nd day of cny...
I went out to take dinner with my cousins at McD..
After dinner,

We went to sing k at some place...
That was a beautiful places... There were a club there too...
Haiz... I really regret that I didn't follow them to clubbing on the 1st day...

But, i have a lot of fun that day...

Me, catherine n angeline went back on 3 am...

Jenssen the funniest guy in this world fetch us back to po po house...

This is a nice pic rite?? but some one said his face kena cover buy other ppl finger...

So, he insist took again... And look at him... His face was the biggest!

This was took in Jessen's car... Look like 'siao po'..keke!

Mr. Jessen pics... I sure all of u noe which 1 rite??

2009 Chinese New Year

Well, this year is quite bored on cny...
Coz of my 'cho cho'... he was sick...
And the problem is he just suddently became like this...
Make me quite upset there...

Still remember every year he was so cheerful and love to play with us...
This year when i went to the hospital to visit him...
I barely can see that he was so old and weak...
I miss him when he play with us...
So, the 1st day of cny just go through like that...

All of my cousins

All of my family members
Pics of my family
Taking Ang Pau wif my grandfather and grandmother

Start Over Again...

Why did I write this title??
This is because I didn't update my blog for a long time...
Now already year 2009...

Finally~~
I know how to change my blog skin...
So, here am I to come back and update my blog...
Now I have to do a brain wash to make me remember what happen in my life since 1st day of 2009..

On 31st of December 2008...
I decided to go countdown with my friends...
This is my 1st countdown...
Small hui, her cousin, dave, nigel n their friends took me to sungei wang for countdown..
When i reached there i just shocked with the situation there...
coz damn many ppl are there playing with the spray and keep spraying other ppl...
there are a mess there!!!
Then, me n small hui with her cousins cant tahan with the situatuion so,
we decided to go far frm that place...
small hui bring us to eat 'tong sui'
at the same time, dave said he want to go and find his friends..
so he leave us...
then nigel and his friend say wan to back that place and play spray...
so, they leave us...

When the time is approaching to midnight...
we all gather and waiting for susu with his friends to come...
When we meet them then they bring us to the point of the view of fireworks...
BUT!!!
Damn hard to go there...
All ppls keep playing spray till they out of their mind!!!
That was a disaster to me...
Because of the disaster make us seperate...
me, small hui n her cousins decided to give up to see the fireworks...
so we just stand at a corner to wait for those guyz...

After the midnight pass, here we are in year 2009!!!
Then when the guys found us we go and 'yam cha' ...
After yam cha, dave said he will fetch me to my hostel and encourage me not to go home alone...
he ask us to go his house and take his car then go GK to lepak again...

Then, about 2 am we go to dave house and lepak a while...
Then we go to GK and yam cha...
I sit nigels car...way to GK...
Dave and Nigel playing drift on the highway...
OMG!!!That was great and awesome!!!
I like it...
After reach Gk, we yam cha at sadam corner then abt 4.30am dave fetch me to my hostel...

That was my 1st countdown and its quite fun^^
Thx guyz~~~