Tired + Stress = CRAZY

I'm really tired...
I scared if I didn't write it out..
Someday, I'll be getting crazy...
Is all about my job now in WG...
No one know how stressful I am working in WG...
Although everyday I also told Howie i don't like this job,
He oso wont understand...
Everyday scared do wrong things...
These few days keep being scolded by team leader...
Sometimes really fed up with my stupidness..
Why ppl can learn things so fast..
But I can't??
Keep doing the same mistake again & again...
Always don't understand what people said...
The most scariest part is,
I started to have bad dreams about my job almost every night...
I was wondering how long I can stand this job...
Really miss my college life badly!!!
In this moment hope to have a long holiday...
Want to cry out loud but feel very immature...
What Howie said is right,
I was weak...
Once something wrong happen I started to hate the job...
But I really tried to improve myself...
T.T

No matter how,
I have to finish my contract...
I must be strong!!
Hope everything gonna be alright after sometime...
Hope my team leader won't hate me anymore...

God, pls give me strength~~

ღLook Out Point ღ

11/06
Hv fun with my dears Wen, Wah, Howie and Ren today..
After work, me and howie went to coll to fetch wah and wen...
Wen wanted to go look out point seems she never go before...
So we decided to go look out point to have our dinner and a surprise birthday celebration for howie...
We went to Ren's house to fetch him and went to look out point...
We reach there around 9pm...
Actually I also haven't been there before...
The first sight I saw the view in look out point really make me stunt...
The night view is so damn beautiful!!
Must go there with boyfriend next time!!
Anyway, we had our dinner there and then a small birthday celebration for howie there...
After settle everything we went back home..
Me and howie sleep wah and wen's hostel...
We chit chat until 2.30 am oni sleep...

The next day,
After settle our convo things,
Wen have to rush back to klang..
So, me wah n howie..
Decided to go sing k...
Went to Mutiara at Kepong to sing...
3 of us sing again.. haha..
After sing k, I fetch them back and then go home...
Really have fun when we meet up..
Hope to meet every 2 weeks..
But dunno is that possible or not...

Gonna celebrate my dear Howie birthday again on this friday..
Want to give him another big surprise..
Wakakakaka!!!

Recently life...

Well, since I'm getting lazy to update my blog..
So I randomly write what happen to me lately...
Now, I already start working in WG..
I mean on floor...
I getting a bit busier now..
Sometime have to delay my lunch time to finish my work...
Working as CRO is really stressful...
Scared overbooked room,
Scared give wrong info to members,
Some more have to handle A LOTS of complaints everyday...
The most tired part is we have to keep repeating the same words and sentence EVERYDAY in every single calls...
My God....
Beside work, I have to handle the traffic jam everyday too...
7am out house 8++pm back home...
My God....
Really tiring..

My dears wen and wah now continue study...
Really miss them so much!!!
Maybe I got a bit regret not continue study..
But since that I aldy choose..
I have to responsible to it...
I'm trying to love my job..
I have to live happily...
I don't want to feel been tortured or what...
I want to have enjoyable..
So I must love this job...
But still sad coz can't be with my dears...
Sometimes talk with wah n wen,
listen them said abt their studies...
Make me wanted the time to back pass to my coll life...
I miss my coll life and coll frens so badly!!!
Hope to c our gang hang out together again and study together again...
But is impossible now...
Anyway, luckily there some1 with me...
Howie, luckily u with me...
At least u always make me laugh...
If not I sure die in WG alone...
Haha...

Wish my dear Wen and Wah good luck in thier studies!!
Have a nice life^^

ღ Penang Trip ღ

28/05

Well, a bit late to post up now..
But still need to keep it as a memory ma.. Haha..
This trip is a 3D2N trip with family to Penang...
We stay in a apartment call Leisure Cove..
Penang is actually a nice place..
I can see a lot of rich ppl live there...
I wish to buy a house when I grow up...
Is my wish or should say dream only la... Haha..
Anyway, we went to several interesting places include...
Snake temple, Penang Hill, The Aquarium and an event called Little Penang..
We oso walked the longest bazaar in Penang...
I think we haven't walked finish yet...
Coz too long la...
Bought some souvenir for my dear frens...
If got chance, I wish to go there again...
Let me think about a trip that never come true..
Is a trip with my dear coll frens...
Until now oso haven't go...
Haiz...
Hope we will have time to go^^