Depression??

Few more hours gonna be 21st years old...

Never think that i will end up celebrate my 21st in overseas..

But, lately i'm having some kind of depression..

That's what my housemate told me...

Everyday wake up early and feeling nervous for no reason...

Maybe because of the assignment and something going on here..

Especially this week..

Birthday is a very important thing to me..

But i'm not in the mood to celebrate it now...

I feel like everything going on is not right...

every minutes i feel like angry and crying all the time...

I don't want to celebrate my 21st in this condition...

I wanna go somewhere alone and just sit there whole day...

i just want someone to be here...

So badly....

='''(