Everyone have different personalities,
Everyone have different feelings towards different situation.
For me, showing my sincerity to people is important..
Any kind of situation.. Just show my own feelings..
But i can't do it...
Every time people said something.. i can't express my own feeling..
their feelings come first.. In my thought, i would always consider what will he/she think if i say out my feelings..
As time goes, i realized that i'm being fake to people..
This make me sick of myself and i really hate it so much!
Maybe some people thought that i'm double faces..
I've never want to be fake even for 1 second in my life..
I want to tell people what i feel..
But i'm afraid of the consequences..
I'm afraid of people hating me...
I'm afraid of being alone..
Sometimes i'm wondering...
What type of person i am?
Friends around me always express their own feelings and problems to me..
I always gave them advises and support..
But when i think about it again...
No one ever heard my feelings.. No one ever knew if i'm sad or angry...
Maybe it's my problem.. I couldn't show my own problems..
I'm tired..
Tired of thinking...
