S.T.F

STF Day!!!!

Howie teach me this new word...

Wat is STF??

Is stress, tension and frustrated...

What a day...

Nothing went well...

Almost every call I picked up also complaint call...

Stupid!

Some more my incentive maybe gone again this month...

This company cheat people geh...

Stupid!

Some more today been pushed by a stupid moron in the monorail...

Kena shoot by me some more...

Who ask you keep pushing me!!

Some more today traffic damn jam...

Almost 2 hours only reach home..

Haiz...

What a STF day....

So tired...

But I have to think positive!!

Hoping tomorrow will be a good day^^

「过客」

如果我只是「过客」，请不要对我好！

如果我真的很不重要，如果我只是你生命中的过客
那么请你，请你不要对我好，
不要让我发现自己已经习惯你、依赖你到无法自拔..


从一开始，我只是陪你走过一段人生的小路程。
如果注定会分离，就别让我去抽离这种习惯！
因为伤不起，因为承受不起..
也许曾经想过封闭起自己，
只是遇到了你，以及你们，
让我觉得有支撑下去的勇气！
可是有的时候真的是太在乎，太容易受伤了..
不经意的知道很多..


是什么感觉呢？就像自己落水了，然后在绝望的那一刻，
有一只手伸过来带给我生的希望，
就在我真的真的想要把自己生命，
所有的希望交个那个人的时候，
却丢下我走了，任由我往水里沉..
从天堂掉下地狱..
知不知道，你真的对我是很重要，很重要的，
但是当我知道原来你不曾像我这样想过，
当我知道你根本就不曾在乎过，
或者把我当一个玩耍的工具时，
才觉得自己是真的傻，真的笨吧..


像以前遇到的很多人，说着很好听很好听的话，
让我以为自己仿佛是他的整个世界，
可是就要去相信去接受的时候，
却让我知道，原来一切都是假的..
为什么我拼命告诉自己不能轻易相信别人？
却还是选择了相信。我相信的人，
你对我很重要，或许我是真的没有长大，
所以我喜欢去相信你，去依赖你..
比其他人更在乎你的一言一行，也许你不曾感觉到，
但那是真的，那种感情，跟爱情，友情，亲情都没有关系..
特别得说不出来..


有一天，你出什么事了，我也会焦虑会害怕，
有一天，自己很难过很难过了，想要逃的时候，也怕你会担心..
把你当作我生命中很重要的人，但是有一天如果你不管我了，
丢下我了，连话都不想跟我说了，也许不仅仅是难过，还有…


如果我真的是无所谓有无所谓无的，
那么从一开始就别对我好，
因为也许你一点点的温暖就会想让我拥有整个太阳..
不要给我施舍的好，不要给我同情的好，一旦我习惯了这些好，
当你转身即走的时候，留下的除了一道道伤痕还有什么呢..？
这是自己曾经很想说的话，现在转过来..
现在想来，这只是青春的必经之路，
有痛苦，有甜蜜，回过头来看，
留下的只是淡淡的回忆... ..

Get this artical from Facebook....

So meaningful...

It does'nt mean anything to me..

So don't misunderstanding ya^^

MONEY!!! WHERE ARE YOU??

Dunno why since I start work...

I become more money minded...

My mom said me like that...

This time is the 3rd time I get salary..

But still not enough use...

Dunno where all the money goes...

I did plan a budget for myself...

But currently is out of my budget la...

Haiz...

Money.. Pls come back..

Dun go away!!

24/07/2010 - Convocation

24/07/2010

Is the last memory going to be in TARC...

Finally we graduated...

After the ceremony of getting our scroll on the stage...

My parent wait me outside and bought me a bouquet of flower...

Thx so much!!

Although my friends, brother and sister did'nt come but still thx to them...

After my parent gone back,

Me, wah , wen, howie and ren had took a lot of pics together with our coursemates...

After took pics, around 2pm...

Me and ren went to wen's hostel and took a bath for preparing go to Sunway Pyramid to meet Datuk...

We meet Datuk and his sister around 5 pm,

We had our lunch at korean street...

After lunch and chit chat...

We went back...

Here, want to thx datuk for teaching me in this 2 years...

Tell the truth..

30% of the reason I can smoothly graduated is bcoz of him..

Luckily he always teach us a lot of subject...

Since 1st sem...

Datuk, you are my good teacher!! Muacckksss^^

Okay, continue my story...

After that,

Me and ren went to Wen's house to have dinner...

This is the 3rd time I have dinner in Wen's house...

Thx wen's mum for the delicious dinner again...

Around 8.15pm...

Me and ren went back home...

I meet my family in Jusco for having a small celebration after that...

I only reach home around 11pm..

What a tired day~~

2 years are damn fast!!

These 2 years are really the most happiest part of my life I've gone trought until now...

Miss every moment so much..

When ever I was so tressful with my job...

My keep thinking of the life I had before in TARC...

My tears will rolling in my eyes...

Maybe just bcoz I haven't suite the life recently ba..

Without Wah n Aichin helping and teaching me to be matured...

Without Wen and others of our gang's laughter...

College life is very happy memory for me...

I learn a lot of things...

And I never ever going to forget it...

BlogSkin updated

Since before go Cherating till now...

I finally change my blog skin...

This time the theme is ***Blue Sky***

Bcoz dunno why since at Cherating,

Like to look at the sky...

The warm blue color sky with the white color cloud..

Make me feel very comfortable...

Every time look at the blue sky...

Feel everything frustrated and stressful stuff had gone...

Feel like wanna have a nice day...

So dunno since when I like to capture the sky...

Above pic oso captured by me..^^

Tired + Stress = CRAZY

I'm really tired...
I scared if I didn't write it out..
Someday, I'll be getting crazy...
Is all about my job now in WG...
No one know how stressful I am working in WG...
Although everyday I also told Howie i don't like this job,
He oso wont understand...
Everyday scared do wrong things...
These few days keep being scolded by team leader...
Sometimes really fed up with my stupidness..
Why ppl can learn things so fast..
But I can't??
Keep doing the same mistake again & again...
Always don't understand what people said...
The most scariest part is,
I started to have bad dreams about my job almost every night...
I was wondering how long I can stand this job...
Really miss my college life badly!!!
In this moment hope to have a long holiday...
Want to cry out loud but feel very immature...
What Howie said is right,
I was weak...
Once something wrong happen I started to hate the job...
But I really tried to improve myself...
T.T

No matter how,
I have to finish my contract...
I must be strong!!
Hope everything gonna be alright after sometime...
Hope my team leader won't hate me anymore...

God, pls give me strength~~

ღLook Out Point ღ

11/06
Hv fun with my dears Wen, Wah, Howie and Ren today..
After work, me and howie went to coll to fetch wah and wen...
Wen wanted to go look out point seems she never go before...
So we decided to go look out point to have our dinner and a surprise birthday celebration for howie...
We went to Ren's house to fetch him and went to look out point...
We reach there around 9pm...
Actually I also haven't been there before...
The first sight I saw the view in look out point really make me stunt...
The night view is so damn beautiful!!
Must go there with boyfriend next time!!
Anyway, we had our dinner there and then a small birthday celebration for howie there...
After settle everything we went back home..
Me and howie sleep wah and wen's hostel...
We chit chat until 2.30 am oni sleep...

The next day,
After settle our convo things,
Wen have to rush back to klang..
So, me wah n howie..
Decided to go sing k...
Went to Mutiara at Kepong to sing...
3 of us sing again.. haha..
After sing k, I fetch them back and then go home...
Really have fun when we meet up..
Hope to meet every 2 weeks..
But dunno is that possible or not...

Gonna celebrate my dear Howie birthday again on this friday..
Want to give him another big surprise..
Wakakakaka!!!

Recently life...

Well, since I'm getting lazy to update my blog..
So I randomly write what happen to me lately...
Now, I already start working in WG..
I mean on floor...
I getting a bit busier now..
Sometime have to delay my lunch time to finish my work...
Working as CRO is really stressful...
Scared overbooked room,
Scared give wrong info to members,
Some more have to handle A LOTS of complaints everyday...
The most tired part is we have to keep repeating the same words and sentence EVERYDAY in every single calls...
My God....
Beside work, I have to handle the traffic jam everyday too...
7am out house 8++pm back home...
My God....
Really tiring..

My dears wen and wah now continue study...
Really miss them so much!!!
Maybe I got a bit regret not continue study..
But since that I aldy choose..
I have to responsible to it...
I'm trying to love my job..
I have to live happily...
I don't want to feel been tortured or what...
I want to have enjoyable..
So I must love this job...
But still sad coz can't be with my dears...
Sometimes talk with wah n wen,
listen them said abt their studies...
Make me wanted the time to back pass to my coll life...
I miss my coll life and coll frens so badly!!!
Hope to c our gang hang out together again and study together again...
But is impossible now...
Anyway, luckily there some1 with me...
Howie, luckily u with me...
At least u always make me laugh...
If not I sure die in WG alone...
Haha...

Wish my dear Wen and Wah good luck in thier studies!!
Have a nice life^^

ღ Penang Trip ღ

28/05

Well, a bit late to post up now..
But still need to keep it as a memory ma.. Haha..
This trip is a 3D2N trip with family to Penang...
We stay in a apartment call Leisure Cove..
Penang is actually a nice place..
I can see a lot of rich ppl live there...
I wish to buy a house when I grow up...
Is my wish or should say dream only la... Haha..
Anyway, we went to several interesting places include...
Snake temple, Penang Hill, The Aquarium and an event called Little Penang..
We oso walked the longest bazaar in Penang...
I think we haven't walked finish yet...
Coz too long la...
Bought some souvenir for my dear frens...
If got chance, I wish to go there again...
Let me think about a trip that never come true..
Is a trip with my dear coll frens...
Until now oso haven't go...
Haiz...
Hope we will have time to go^^

Friends in WG

These are my friends I know since I work...
Actually there are more la..
But I didn't took their pics...
Wendy, Darren, Chris, Manage, Kanix and Joanne...
Few days training we having our lunch together...
We talk a lot of craps together...
Now...
All of us separated to our own department aldy...
Can't be together as everyday...
Anyway, nice to meet u all^^

Working Life...

03/05
My 1st day work in Wisma Genting..
Act is not work la...
1st day training...
We gonna have a class on this week to learn about genting..
A bit boring la..
Coz it was like listening to lecturer class for 8 hours...

On 2nd day,
Same as yesterday we had a boring class...
My eyes damn sleepy on that day...
Me and Howie went to open an Maybank account...
That day quite happy,
Coz we started to know every1 in our class...
In the evening,
We had a busting calls in a sudden...
1st time pick up call in Wisma Genting..
The experience is not bad...
And I know how stressful it gonna be if I work as CC...
Need to speak fluently and need to calculate rates for customers...
My God!!! Luckily I was change to AVRD...

3rd day,
Still listening to boring classes...
But today we learn how to calculate rates...
So hard!! feel very stress la...
Haiz...
Dunno how long can I work this job...
The expenses is damn high also...
After test next week,
I'm gonna separate with howie aldy...
Hope I can stay strong no matter what happen...
Miss wah and wen so much!!!
Miss all my college frens too!!!
Dunno when can we all meet again...
My new life is really tiring...
But I'm trying to get use to it....

MiMi Gambateh!!!

I've made my choice..

I've made my choice in my future...
I decided not to continue study...
I know other people will think I'm wasting my mom's money...
Other people I mean are my aunties and friends...
They sure will talk a lot nonsense with my mom..
But I've already decided!
I get a job in Wisma Genting and will start working on next Monday...
Went to interview with Howie yesterday...
He will also work there with me but in different department...
After have a chat with Miss Pandora...
I've decided to work as a permanent there...
Due to the salary and benefit...
I hope I won't regret my choice..
I still can't confirm my future what is it look like...
But I hope it will be good..
Haha...

Now everyone is finding their own way to live in the future...
After looking back at my college pics...
Around 2000++ pics...
I was wondering what will we look like next year...
Next next year...
Next next next year...
Hope by the world end..
Everyone found what they want...
Reach their dreams...
Same as me..
Hope I can found what I want...

ღ Klang ღ

26/04
Went to klang find wen...
Meet with chang at serdang station around 11 am..
Before that...
Wah called me and said howie still sleeping at home... =.="
Because I didn't told him what time we meet...
So make wah waited him at station for an hour...
Me and chang waited for them around 45 mins...
After meet up with them...
We change our train to Klang...
We reached Klang around 1pm and wen fetch us to her mom's stall to have lunch...
After lunch, we went to Jusco at Bukit Tinggi...
We sing K again..
Wah had sing for 3rd times in 8 days...
Haha...
After sing k, we went to Lavender to buy some delicious bread...
And then fetch howie and chang to ktm station...
Me and wah sleep wen's house...
Had a delicious dinner at wen's house and we chat a lot...
Very long time didnt chat with my dears...
Since the last time we sleep overnight is 4 months ago i think...
However, we sleep quite early that day...
Because Wah headache and I also dunno how I fall asleep..

Next day, me and wen had an interview at Wisma Genting...
We late for 15 mins...
Actualli I wanted to give up since we late..
But Wah ask me just go...
Now really thx my dear Wah..
Luckily she ask me to go...
If not I can't get this job..
Haha...
Anyway, we had took some pics at klang..
But due to my phone like this...
So I have to wait my new baby phone come out 1st oni can send all those pics from wen and wah...
*I'll upload later lo*

Gathering After Internship

19/04
After pass up the 'Annoying Report'..
Wah, wen, howie, chang n me went to KLCC to have a gathering after internship..
We went to Chilis had our brunch..
After brunch, wee watched a movie called 'Being Human'..
Not bad.. Very meaningful..
After movie, wen and chang went back..
And left me, wah and howie..
We decide to went sing k..
Sing until 9pm oni go back...
Really had fun that day...

Everything comes around goes around

Since the last update..
I was still in FO dept...
Now...
Where am I??
I've already in KL rushing report and confusing my future...
10 weeks...
Just like a blink...
It was obviously since I didnt update my blog...
I've skip the part I'm in F&B dept...
That is because I'm not enjoying that dept as much in FO...
Really like FO so much...
I've even consider to extend my training there..
But for the assignment..
So I insist myself to learn and experience in F&B...
After 10 days in this dept...
I've learned something...
But not as enjoy in FO...
Anyway, is ended now...

Everything comes around goes around...
Everything, every moment happened in Cherating is already become a memories..
It was hard living there...
But it was happy for me...
I'm happy that I have a chance to meet every person at there...
Making my job become more fun and interesting...
I'm happy that I make the decision to live with Cherating family...
We really like a family...
Is really fun living with you guys...
We always plan a trip for our off days...
We've been through a lot of hard time..
But luckily you guys are with me...
Thx a lot...

After back in KL..
Everything back to normal...
I'm back to my normal life...
Those persons that I've known in Cherating...
I don't know when that we can meet...
Even if we meet again..
Our status would be different...
Everyone will be in my memories forever...
Cherating family members...
How close we are in Cherating...
Now would be different...
We can't be together everyday...
Every moment that happened in the house or anywhere with you guys...
I will keep it as my memories too...
Although there is someone make me so hard to forget...
But I've promise myself not to think about him after my life is back...
I'm trying now...

Cherating...
Is a place that full of my wonderful memories...

After letting go everything in Cherating..
My new chapter of life is coming...
My work life...
I need to be prepare for my brand new life...
Good Luck, Mimi!!!