BlogSkin updated

Since before go Cherating till now...

I finally change my blog skin...

This time the theme is ***Blue Sky***

Bcoz dunno why since at Cherating,

Like to look at the sky...

The warm blue color sky with the white color cloud..

Make me feel very comfortable...

Every time look at the blue sky...

Feel everything frustrated and stressful stuff had gone...

Feel like wanna have a nice day...

So dunno since when I like to capture the sky...

Above pic oso captured by me..^^

Tired + Stress = CRAZY

I'm really tired...
I scared if I didn't write it out..
Someday, I'll be getting crazy...
Is all about my job now in WG...
No one know how stressful I am working in WG...
Although everyday I also told Howie i don't like this job,
He oso wont understand...
Everyday scared do wrong things...
These few days keep being scolded by team leader...
Sometimes really fed up with my stupidness..
Why ppl can learn things so fast..
But I can't??
Keep doing the same mistake again & again...
Always don't understand what people said...
The most scariest part is,
I started to have bad dreams about my job almost every night...
I was wondering how long I can stand this job...
Really miss my college life badly!!!
In this moment hope to have a long holiday...
Want to cry out loud but feel very immature...
What Howie said is right,
I was weak...
Once something wrong happen I started to hate the job...
But I really tried to improve myself...
T.T

No matter how,
I have to finish my contract...
I must be strong!!
Hope everything gonna be alright after sometime...
Hope my team leader won't hate me anymore...

God, pls give me strength~~

ღLook Out Point ღ

11/06
Hv fun with my dears Wen, Wah, Howie and Ren today..
After work, me and howie went to coll to fetch wah and wen...
Wen wanted to go look out point seems she never go before...
So we decided to go look out point to have our dinner and a surprise birthday celebration for howie...
We went to Ren's house to fetch him and went to look out point...
We reach there around 9pm...
Actually I also haven't been there before...
The first sight I saw the view in look out point really make me stunt...
The night view is so damn beautiful!!
Must go there with boyfriend next time!!
Anyway, we had our dinner there and then a small birthday celebration for howie there...
After settle everything we went back home..
Me and howie sleep wah and wen's hostel...
We chit chat until 2.30 am oni sleep...

The next day,
After settle our convo things,
Wen have to rush back to klang..
So, me wah n howie..
Decided to go sing k...
Went to Mutiara at Kepong to sing...
3 of us sing again.. haha..
After sing k, I fetch them back and then go home...
Really have fun when we meet up..
Hope to meet every 2 weeks..
But dunno is that possible or not...

Gonna celebrate my dear Howie birthday again on this friday..
Want to give him another big surprise..
Wakakakaka!!!

Recently life...

Well, since I'm getting lazy to update my blog..
So I randomly write what happen to me lately...
Now, I already start working in WG..
I mean on floor...
I getting a bit busier now..
Sometime have to delay my lunch time to finish my work...
Working as CRO is really stressful...
Scared overbooked room,
Scared give wrong info to members,
Some more have to handle A LOTS of complaints everyday...
The most tired part is we have to keep repeating the same words and sentence EVERYDAY in every single calls...
My God....
Beside work, I have to handle the traffic jam everyday too...
7am out house 8++pm back home...
My God....
Really tiring..

My dears wen and wah now continue study...
Really miss them so much!!!
Maybe I got a bit regret not continue study..
But since that I aldy choose..
I have to responsible to it...
I'm trying to love my job..
I have to live happily...
I don't want to feel been tortured or what...
I want to have enjoyable..
So I must love this job...
But still sad coz can't be with my dears...
Sometimes talk with wah n wen,
listen them said abt their studies...
Make me wanted the time to back pass to my coll life...
I miss my coll life and coll frens so badly!!!
Hope to c our gang hang out together again and study together again...
But is impossible now...
Anyway, luckily there some1 with me...
Howie, luckily u with me...
At least u always make me laugh...
If not I sure die in WG alone...
Haha...

Wish my dear Wen and Wah good luck in thier studies!!
Have a nice life^^

ღ Penang Trip ღ

28/05

Well, a bit late to post up now..
But still need to keep it as a memory ma.. Haha..
This trip is a 3D2N trip with family to Penang...
We stay in a apartment call Leisure Cove..
Penang is actually a nice place..
I can see a lot of rich ppl live there...
I wish to buy a house when I grow up...
Is my wish or should say dream only la... Haha..
Anyway, we went to several interesting places include...
Snake temple, Penang Hill, The Aquarium and an event called Little Penang..
We oso walked the longest bazaar in Penang...
I think we haven't walked finish yet...
Coz too long la...
Bought some souvenir for my dear frens...
If got chance, I wish to go there again...
Let me think about a trip that never come true..
Is a trip with my dear coll frens...
Until now oso haven't go...
Haiz...
Hope we will have time to go^^

Friends in WG

These are my friends I know since I work...
Actually there are more la..
But I didn't took their pics...
Wendy, Darren, Chris, Manage, Kanix and Joanne...
Few days training we having our lunch together...
We talk a lot of craps together...
Now...
All of us separated to our own department aldy...
Can't be together as everyday...
Anyway, nice to meet u all^^

Working Life...

03/05
My 1st day work in Wisma Genting..
Act is not work la...
1st day training...
We gonna have a class on this week to learn about genting..
A bit boring la..
Coz it was like listening to lecturer class for 8 hours...

On 2nd day,
Same as yesterday we had a boring class...
My eyes damn sleepy on that day...
Me and Howie went to open an Maybank account...
That day quite happy,
Coz we started to know every1 in our class...
In the evening,
We had a busting calls in a sudden...
1st time pick up call in Wisma Genting..
The experience is not bad...
And I know how stressful it gonna be if I work as CC...
Need to speak fluently and need to calculate rates for customers...
My God!!! Luckily I was change to AVRD...

3rd day,
Still listening to boring classes...
But today we learn how to calculate rates...
So hard!! feel very stress la...
Haiz...
Dunno how long can I work this job...
The expenses is damn high also...
After test next week,
I'm gonna separate with howie aldy...
Hope I can stay strong no matter what happen...
Miss wah and wen so much!!!
Miss all my college frens too!!!
Dunno when can we all meet again...
My new life is really tiring...
But I'm trying to get use to it....

MiMi Gambateh!!!

I've made my choice..

I've made my choice in my future...
I decided not to continue study...
I know other people will think I'm wasting my mom's money...
Other people I mean are my aunties and friends...
They sure will talk a lot nonsense with my mom..
But I've already decided!
I get a job in Wisma Genting and will start working on next Monday...
Went to interview with Howie yesterday...
He will also work there with me but in different department...
After have a chat with Miss Pandora...
I've decided to work as a permanent there...
Due to the salary and benefit...
I hope I won't regret my choice..
I still can't confirm my future what is it look like...
But I hope it will be good..
Haha...

Now everyone is finding their own way to live in the future...
After looking back at my college pics...
Around 2000++ pics...
I was wondering what will we look like next year...
Next next year...
Next next next year...
Hope by the world end..
Everyone found what they want...
Reach their dreams...
Same as me..
Hope I can found what I want...

ღ Klang ღ

26/04
Went to klang find wen...
Meet with chang at serdang station around 11 am..
Before that...
Wah called me and said howie still sleeping at home... =.="
Because I didn't told him what time we meet...
So make wah waited him at station for an hour...
Me and chang waited for them around 45 mins...
After meet up with them...
We change our train to Klang...
We reached Klang around 1pm and wen fetch us to her mom's stall to have lunch...
After lunch, we went to Jusco at Bukit Tinggi...
We sing K again..
Wah had sing for 3rd times in 8 days...
Haha...
After sing k, we went to Lavender to buy some delicious bread...
And then fetch howie and chang to ktm station...
Me and wah sleep wen's house...
Had a delicious dinner at wen's house and we chat a lot...
Very long time didnt chat with my dears...
Since the last time we sleep overnight is 4 months ago i think...
However, we sleep quite early that day...
Because Wah headache and I also dunno how I fall asleep..

Next day, me and wen had an interview at Wisma Genting...
We late for 15 mins...
Actualli I wanted to give up since we late..
But Wah ask me just go...
Now really thx my dear Wah..
Luckily she ask me to go...
If not I can't get this job..
Haha...
Anyway, we had took some pics at klang..
But due to my phone like this...
So I have to wait my new baby phone come out 1st oni can send all those pics from wen and wah...
*I'll upload later lo*

Gathering After Internship

19/04
After pass up the 'Annoying Report'..
Wah, wen, howie, chang n me went to KLCC to have a gathering after internship..
We went to Chilis had our brunch..
After brunch, wee watched a movie called 'Being Human'..
Not bad.. Very meaningful..
After movie, wen and chang went back..
And left me, wah and howie..
We decide to went sing k..
Sing until 9pm oni go back...
Really had fun that day...

Everything comes around goes around

Since the last update..
I was still in FO dept...
Now...
Where am I??
I've already in KL rushing report and confusing my future...
10 weeks...
Just like a blink...
It was obviously since I didnt update my blog...
I've skip the part I'm in F&B dept...
That is because I'm not enjoying that dept as much in FO...
Really like FO so much...
I've even consider to extend my training there..
But for the assignment..
So I insist myself to learn and experience in F&B...
After 10 days in this dept...
I've learned something...
But not as enjoy in FO...
Anyway, is ended now...

Everything comes around goes around...
Everything, every moment happened in Cherating is already become a memories..
It was hard living there...
But it was happy for me...
I'm happy that I have a chance to meet every person at there...
Making my job become more fun and interesting...
I'm happy that I make the decision to live with Cherating family...
We really like a family...
Is really fun living with you guys...
We always plan a trip for our off days...
We've been through a lot of hard time..
But luckily you guys are with me...
Thx a lot...

After back in KL..
Everything back to normal...
I'm back to my normal life...
Those persons that I've known in Cherating...
I don't know when that we can meet...
Even if we meet again..
Our status would be different...
Everyone will be in my memories forever...
Cherating family members...
How close we are in Cherating...
Now would be different...
We can't be together everyday...
Every moment that happened in the house or anywhere with you guys...
I will keep it as my memories too...
Although there is someone make me so hard to forget...
But I've promise myself not to think about him after my life is back...
I'm trying now...

Cherating...
Is a place that full of my wonderful memories...

After letting go everything in Cherating..
My new chapter of life is coming...
My work life...
I need to be prepare for my brand new life...
Good Luck, Mimi!!!

Stress!! Stress!! Stress!!

I've been in FO dept for 2 weeks..
I really getting started to like my job now...
I work more happy than during in Housekeeping...
This two weeks...
I work in reception only...
The benefit of working in reception is we get to see a lot of things...
And get to know a lot of people...
Can help me improve my knowledge..
Although i din feel any improvement.. haha...
Anyway, but in reception is really stressful!
A lot of things i cant control so I have to refer to senior...
But they also busy...
What should I do???
When I cant do anything...
I'll get the payback from the guest...
These few days keep been scolded by guests...
Actually is not my problem...
Is the guests problem...
Damn stupid!!!
Ask so many question and request this and that still want to scold people...
**** you la!!!
You sendiri dunno how to speak and listen english...
Said my english is poor...
Others can understand why you cant???
Is your problem right???
B*b*!!!
Haiz...
I feel like i was damn weak and no use that day!!
I cant stop my tears to roll down my eyes..
So I quickly run into the briefing room and cry...
But I tell my dear wah..
I wont cry anymore...
I want to be strong like her...
Luckily abang fauzi is here with me...
Really thx to him so much!
He is my hero...
Help me a lot...
Kind to me...
Teach me a lot of things...
Make me laugh when I sad..
Thx Thx Thx!! Muacckks...

These few days will be very busy...
Hope I can manage well those customers..
I dont want to get scolded anymore...

Last sem result...

11/03
This is the last time I'm gonna check my diploma result...
I check my result using the computer in Sales Department...
Quite nervous..
Before check.. I heard wen get 1 A...
So I quickly check how did my result look like...
Luckily all pass...
Thx GOD!!! I love YOU so much...
And I now YOU love me too^^
I some more can get 1 A-..
Really unbelievable... Haha!
My F&B also ngam ngam...
ALthough my cgpa didnt change...
I still feel lucky and happy..
But not satisfy...
Anyway...
I'm gonna miss this kind of feeling...

FO department..

Tomorrow is going to be my 1st off day since I work in Legend...

*Except the CNY leave la...*

Unbelievable right??

Believe it... Haha!

So our plan tomorrow is going to Kuantan shopping again..

A bit boring..

Next time we have to plan to go other places other than Kuantan...

Heard that there are some other quite nice location to travel here..

So I think our next off day will going somewhere else...

I was in FO about 1 week already...

Well, at the beginning...

I was really useless in this dept...

I'm a dusted vase...

But now...

At least I've experienced on our bust period...

I get to check in guest...

Key in guest's profiles..

And finally I dare to pick up the phone...

Wakakakaka!!

Now in FO, I prefer to be in reception than operator...

Coz in operator I only can 'take care' the fax machine and photostat machine...

But at least can watch TV there lo..

Quite happy in this dept..

At least happy than housekeeping...

But still got miss hsk la...

Luckily some of those nice kakak still will greet me...

3 more weeks to fight in FO!!

Out of the topic...

11/03 was my death day again...

That is the release os our result day...

I hate this moment...

Very 'fan', frustrating and think too much when think abt it...

Wen still said she get a night mare yesterday..

Haiz...

This sem I just hope I can pass...

JUST PASS!!!

I will be very happy already...

New Dept, New People, New knowledge

Finally 1 month had gone...
So fast, we aldy live here in 1 month..
28/2 were my last day in Housekeeping..
Although I was not happy during this 1 month...
But in the last day...
I still feel 'bu she de'...
In this 1 month,
I was so damn tired with my work...
Gossips and scolded by people..
But there were happy memories too...
There were a few kakak is kind and care to me...
Some of them are funny too...
Hsk supervisor is also very good...
Luckily in the last day I encourage myself to take a picture of all of us...
Haha^^

Now I'm in Front Office dept...
Although some of the staff I already knew ( due to wen, howie and shel talk abt them everyday)
But I feel very hard to catch up...
I scared I'll do mistakes,
I scared to pick up a call,
I scared I cant understand guest's question...
And the most terrible thing in this dept is...
Our FOM, Mr. Siva(ARANG)
My most scary night mare..
Feel got a bit stress now... Haiz...
But I will try my best to catch up everything before busy period..
So that I can feel like I'm helping a bit and will not make trouble to anyone here...
Wen and Howie tell me in the end I sure will like this job...
OK, I'll look foward on it..

MIMI
GAMBATEH~~